So it didn't work out.
Life sucks. Ha. Great.
Rachel, Alex, Dana, He didn't do anything to hurt me. We kinda agreed that this wouldn't work out. Feelings are still there, I guess. I feel pretty empty. Numb is a more appropriate term. Gosh, I wanted us to be together so bad. I miss him. Well, I miss "us" more I guess. 3 weeks of absolute indescribable feelings and then you wake up and its gone...
Loosing the trust with my mom is taking my mind off it.
If only I would have handled the situation better.
He's a great guy.
He's not blaming me.
He's not mad.
His voice is still amazing.
If he knew any of this...
But I'm not crying.
I'm